These recent month that I've written nothing down, was purely due to wanting to hang out and have fun all the times. Hang out, parties, Facebook, Phones and Messengers. It was a good experience. it helped me grow up a little, (but I think I still mature slower than everyone else in my age group!) At the same time, it was also a good opportunity to make more "real" friends, and build something more than just "talking buddies" at school.
This probably happens to everyone.. Ever had those people, that you think you are friends with, but they never try to initiate or invite you to anything? Or friends that always tells you that we are gonna hang out, or they want to hang out! but they never do when the time comes?
I haven't put much thought to it until recently, and I began to wonder what other people would have done in that situation. If this happens awhile back, I might spent sometime pondering, why? and text / call, and asking why didn't they go. I guess with everything going on lately, I realized that there are tons of people who likes my company and they've never backed out intentionally, I don't care about it as much. Real friends don't do this to you. So I guess In the end, the options I had and things I like to spend on were more valuable. It made me feel more valuable. In the end, it all come down to self respect. There is really no reason to give a shit about someone, who never gave a shit about you to begin with.
Ending this with a beautiful song && vocals.
2 comments:
congrats on moving out dude. its a BIG step and its going to be really hard at first. but hey its what growing up is about. keep it up! im proud of you!
Lets just say, the new waves of Asian people and the few old don't seems to be pleased with my presence. Those whom I thought were friends, are nothing more outside of school. I don't like naming people but I don't think he'll read my blog anyways. People like sophek, who I thought was cool when we first met, and back when he actually talks to me. Right now, when he sees me, he's pretty much wordless, and won't say anything if I won't say anything.
Another thing of this, it's just really self respect. I hate people looking down on me. Why keep giving people chance to hang out with you, when they feel like they can miss out whenever they want, and maybe only go to you if they have nothing else to go to? I mean it doesn't apply to everyone of course; but basically, in their eyes, my friendship have little value.
So by getting rid of those people, and hang out with people who value your friendship, and time for making a event and time to be with. If they want to join in, they'll have to ask, and know that they better join in, because i am valuable, my time is valuble, That's really where its at.
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