qI wanna believe in someone.

I wanna believe in something.

I wanna believe that I can.

- Innerpartysystem

I'm surprise there are still so many people who are unable to speak up their mind, manipulates others and wastes time, I am left with so much disappointments.  Bad stuff aside, I bought a new Alesis Dm6 electronic drumset.

I got a deal for about $359.99, this is not the usb set, which normally goes for 599.99. I've always enjoy playing songs along with guitar, but it really takes time to learn every single song. With a new drumset kicking, I can just mess around whenever music is playing, and I'll be able to do some big cover, with drum tracks as well :].

Nobody at 5:11 AM

It's been awhile, I felt like writing something today! Everything is so well, but truthfully, I feel like nothing could go wrong with me these days. My 21st birthday was 2 days ago, and it had some awesome start. Like usual, I went to Quaker Steak & lube with few friends on a thursday night for Karaoke.

I didn't really feel like making a big deal out of my birthday and kept quiet about it, and so I didn't expect anything to really happen. But that night, there was a singing competitions there. With many encouragement from friends, I ended up asking the karaoke man if I can join, and he told me the requirement was being 21 years or older.  I smiled and pulled out my I.D and showed him that I would be, within next 30 minutes and he let me. I picked out one of my favorite song, "Creep" by Radiohead, and walked up full of confidence. I didn't feel so nervous when I was on the stage either, and I could really hear the crowd, it was really encouraging because they loved me. However, I didn't make it to the semi final =\, but I know my performance was solid, in fact, there were more people applauding and cheering me on than any of the competitor, so I was pretty proud. Later that day, I went out and hanged out with Rob, who did some amazing DJ remixes. Also watched couple movies with few good friends, really relaxing day.

Today, I started officially working as an host in Applebees. I am really enjoy being around the people there. They are all so friendly and have really good sense of humor, not to mention good looking too. Work time flied pretty quick and I got off to see Kong Xee, Der and Jonathan. We watched Harry Potter and played rounds of good ol'poker with plenty of push ups. I truly feel so grateful for days like this, no time was wasted, and I was able to enjoy every minute.

Good Night, For the Dreams :)!

Living with ease at 3:03 AM

I kept on writing things and deleting them. I suppose things gets personal, and it feel like whatever I writes down equals whining (even though I'm not trying to!). Overall, I had some troubles this month with car and living expenses, but life is picking up and I feel really great about it. I wish I can write everything down with great detail, but it feels like it's waay too much work. so, hopefully few lines of everything would work.

I've applied at several places for jobs, and might finally be getting my first real job at Applebees. My roommates and friends have been really helpful with advices and It's quiet funny to think that few years back, when I was given a chance for interview, I'd walk into the place with T-shirts and Jeans. I was so amazed by my own confidence and Interview was so smooth. Talking felt so easy, like I was meant for that kinda job, bleeh :P. Car was fixed by my roommate's dad for around 135, who is a super mechanic by the way! I guess my car is pretty damn important to me, I was so happy when my baby was running smoothly.

I've also been talking to a really sweet girl, she is really pretty and is a lot of fun to be around with. I have a feeling things will go really well, but time will tell.