These recent month that I've written nothing down, was purely due to wanting to hang out and have fun all the times. Hang out, parties, Facebook, Phones and Messengers. It was a good experience. it helped me grow up a little, (but I think I still mature slower than everyone else in my age group!) At the same time, it was also a good opportunity to make more "real" friends, and build something more than just "talking buddies" at school.
This probably happens to everyone.. Ever had those people, that you think you are friends with, but they never try to initiate or invite you to anything? Or friends that always tells you that we are gonna hang out, or they want to hang out! but they never do when the time comes?
I haven't put much thought to it until recently, and I began to wonder what other people would have done in that situation. If this happens awhile back, I might spent sometime pondering, why? and text / call, and asking why didn't they go. I guess with everything going on lately, I realized that there are tons of people who likes my company and they've never backed out intentionally, I don't care about it as much. Real friends don't do this to you. So I guess In the end, the options I had and things I like to spend on were more valuable. It made me feel more valuable. In the end, it all come down to self respect. There is really no reason to give a shit about someone, who never gave a shit about you to begin with.
Ending this with a beautiful song && vocals.
